Kekecewaan

At last, the doctor's know what's wrong with me. Something wrong with the blood vessel in the brain. Sangat nipis. Anytime, can affect the brain then, affect the whole body and my action. Tapi doktor kata skang tak akan kena maybe when i'm get older. Just andaian dia larh. Then, ada benda yang tak bole buat. They are :

1-Tak bole kena panas
2-Tak bole pergi plkn (which is yayyy! HAHA)
3-Tak bole tension
4-Tak bole too pressure
5-Tak bole rock climbing or abesiling
6-Tak bole main bola (except netball)
7-Tak bole main heavy sports
8-Tak bole marah marah (emotionless, i think =.=)
9-Tak bole lari sini sana
10-Tak bole lompat lompat dah

There's more, but tak ingat. If tak ikot ada larh side effect nya. Nanti satu badan lemah. Muntah. Nak berkomunikasi dengan orang susah. Haihhh.

Macam orang tak ada life kan? Banyak sangat tak bole buat. Sedihh dowhh. Sape yang nak sakit kan? Semua orang tak nak. Dah larh banyak kelas Ira tertinggal. Ira nanges cerita dekat Amin. But, itu lah namanya kehidupan or ujian dari ALLAH. T_T

Sometimes, I asked myself why me? and sometimes, why not me? Haihh. Be positive Ira. Be strong DD: